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I'll Just Say What's On My Mind...I’ll just say what’s on my mind
For everyone to hate.
I used to cry myself to sleep
And slice my skin with blades.
I wrapped a belt around my neck
In hopes of lifelessness,
And after failing even that,
I remained emotionless.
My mother used to cry all day
And my dad used to be ill.
My sister attempted suicide
By swallowing the pill.
My mother tried to kill herself
And we almost watched her fall.
She swallowed gulps of whiskey
And she blamed me for it all.
I have hallucinations,
And delusions, and depression
And fighting my own demons
Has become a slight obsession.
I’ll just say what’s on my mind
For everyone to see.
This is who I am, and hey!
I’m still okay with me.
MusingsIt's completely unorthodox. There's nothing that should link us together; he's not my father, not my brother, not my neighbor. He isn't my enemy, we've never fought or held a treaty. He's just Germany.
None of the other countries expected it. They thought that France would come back to sink his claws into America and I had something and it was just a matter of time before I ended up with one of them. He was destined to fall in love with Italy or Romano, not a shy country from the North.
What an unlikely couple we make, but I wouldn't want things any other way. I love his calloused hands stroking my hair when we cuddle. His strong arms around me when we hug. His slightly parched lips that tell me tender things I don't understand; that kiss me so gently.
He can spot me across a crowded room. He finds me and slips his hand into mine. We walk together, nobody sees me, only Germany alone. But it doesn't matter like it used to, he sees me, he pulls me close and our lips meet. He whispers tha
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